Monday, February 7, 2011

Nothing then Everything...

Hey... haiz..
freaking long didn't blog...
sigh... damn busy + nothing to blog about...
sometimes I wonder if theres like anyone reading...=.=
haha lol CNY holidays, I went out like dunno what..
Who knew my neighborhood like got damn lot of people i know...
Owh yea, Mikhaela i love your cam thanks for letting me use it...




hah also when boredem comes... the editing has begun





ahh i gtg...
loads more... will try to upload asap...
kay, I'm out...

Sunday, January 9, 2011

Into the year...

Hey hey hey...
I'm back after so long but yes I'm back
Anyway Christmas was awesome... Go to catch up with everyone..
I had to go to like 7 parties in two days... Be back so early on the mornin..
I guess the longest was JJ's party at his house that was awesome... But I finished like at 4 so I didn't go home...
My dad would have killed me... So I crashed at kyle's house...

And then New Year, same thing but only like 5 parties... Woot awesome sad I don't have pics...:(
Had to do the same thing cause Jess's party so late...
P.s. Don't ever and I mean ever play the drinking game...
To much coke can make you hyper...

Anyways this year is like so suckish....
People made me ketua class...
Pn Zulfa is like making me walk the whole school... And you know what she says.. " tak payah boleh exercise, kan"
Pn Hidayah is making me ketua Rumah Sukan....
Besides that... I never knew that Sejarah could be sooo INTERESTING...

My pizza just arrive Woot... Okay yea so I gotta go...
SCHOOL...
Another shitty day..
Byess

Friday, December 17, 2010

Kiss The Rain...

OMGGG I haven't blogged in like a month!!!!
anyway just got back from Australia...Awesomeee
Mel and Will thanks for everything...had tons of fun
Olie is damn cute:DD
I miss you guys alot..:)

Anyway,
I feel like crap cause I feel I have wasted my holidays...
My tuition already started Form 2 and its damn hard...
I need to study...but i promised myself not to touch any books what-so-ever...
So I'll start next year when school re-opens....

I Just wanna go sleep... My bed misses me:(
Yet I'm still blogging....><"
*sigh*
I gotta go now
SHOPPING :DD
I so need a new wardrobe right now...
Mn'G Is having a huge sale!!! only happens once in a year....:DD
Kay ciao:))

Tuesday, October 26, 2010

Into the Nothing...

Hey You
Yes you
yes I'm talking about you
Thats my cookie

Anyway exams are almost over
thank you for that,
yea so i'm bored thats why i'm here
when i could be out there....studying
I should go study
yea so....
I wanna celebrate Halloween
damn Malaysia, damn
why why why no Halloween
So fun free candy!!!
:)

ok i seriously gotta study
Thank you Melissa!!!
byess
sorry so lame post leh
:(

Sunday, October 10, 2010

I can't face the dark without you...

Heyy
Happy 10.10.10...
lucky day huh
Yea long time haven't blogged...
so I'm just soooo Bored
so I shall go now find something to do...
byesss

Friday, September 17, 2010

I Still Try To Find My Place In The Diary of Jane...

Heyy Ya'll Hows Your Holidays!!!
Mine was simply hopeless I tell you,Hopeless
I practically spent it to finish my homework that I didn't do since June Great! Life well spent, =="

Your still annoying me
*sigh*

Tanglung Was Awesome...
Poor Huey Jinn...
Ridge , Weng Kit ,James, Kerk Zhan and jess threw it all up
I think 5 boxes...
I still wonder where the last 1 went...it just disappeared
LoL other than that it was all fun...

I'm Bored at least I finished it
Yay wheeee I'm still Bored
sigh ok never mind
will see ya'll agian soon
byesss
i'm out

Saturday, September 11, 2010

Holla If you Feel You've Been Down The Same Road!!

Heyy so long I haven't been online...
Sad isn't it..

Don't you have those times where you can't just stop doing or maybe thinking of the same thing again or maybe just when you found someone you can talk to but in the end it like it doesn't even matter cause they find you useless and just stop talking to you...
Its like that stupid feeling when you feel so alone and like wanna talk to that person but that person will never talk to you
Stupid isn't it

I don't understand the world....seriously what the hell larh
what is so different people are just there but never there
I don't get it
now I don't know what I'm talking about
wait...
ok I know
Never mind its useless
ok I gotta go
Byesss

Saturday, September 4, 2010

Just The Way You Are...

Heyy!
so yes The Holidays are here! *woooooot*
anyway I still got tons of homework (as always)
I do no know what I am doing on the computer when I should finishing my homework....
this is no holiday for me I tell you....Not a HOLIDAY
Starting this week
Monday - Tennis and the Saxophone outing @ Sunway
Tuesday - Tennis and tuition from 2 to 10:30 p.m.
Wednesday - Saxophone Sectionals
Thursday - Art Class
Friday - hmmm i think I'm free (unless my mom asks me to do something)
Saturday - maybe
Sunday - music classes

Then the next week
Monday - Tennis
Tuesday - Tennis Hui Xin's Birthday party (please tell me the details)
wednesday - nothing much
Thursday - Art class
Friday - Nothing much...hmmm
Saturday - I don't know
Sunday - music classes

When will it END!!!
Help me...
I get bored evantually!!
Ok never mind
i'm out...

Monday, August 30, 2010

I'll blend up that rainbow above you and shoot it through your veins

Heyy...Happy 53th Birthday Malaysia...
I Love you....
But seriously why so good about Merdeka.. no offense
(I would like to answer my own question Now...) Isn't that righ.. YES
ok never mind that was totally Lame.... so anyway

I didn't submit my assignment for Editorial cause I went to Port Dickson...YAY
yea so the what...
But Now I'm very bored as always
I wanna find that day...that fine day... when I'm not bored

and guess what I still have tuition today...WTF right
Its Merdeka!! Holiday (okay so there is one thing that is good about Merdeka)
Sheeeesh...
hmph...
I gtg now...
cause this is getting very boring
I stop typing now...
ok no I'll stop now...
NO NOW!!!
HAiz Larh
byeesss

Wednesday, August 25, 2010

Dark Side of the Sun

Hey people, so do you think its a good idea if i joined Editorial. I'm like having second thoughts.. well about everything
OK so well, you know every time I'm talking with my new friends , I keep thinking off my olds one and that we're like fading away...
I don't know I guess its nice to makes new ones but still...
I don't know ...I don't know a lot...I'm wasting my time toking here...sheeeesh
which brings me to my second point...
...
wait ....err...erm ...
...
ok i don't have a second point...
which brings me to my 1st point...
I miss all off my primary school friends
I miss those random moments we have
I miss those fun times
so much more...

Just Stand Up and Scream, The Tainted Clock Is Counting Down

OKayy yess I shall stand and up...but not scream but keep silent...
OK well school is awesome for the pass few days but not all is great... pressure osf school, tuition, band and loads more are hard to balance but it'll do....

So, what else...Shanella I want to go sunway lagoon kay... I want the discount voucher... need more people to come...
Haiz I have my own dreams which would be kinda...?
so Vampire sucks I coming out soon...I so really wanna watch it so badly...
Its awesome....Wheeee
*sigh* as you all know boredem still kills me...no matter what I do I just keep getting bored...
Its juz sitting on the table opening some useless subject and actually studying is just no cutting out for me..!o.O
I wish upon a star...that i may never have to feel bored
but that little star never makes my dream come true....
My little star.... I need to text someone...(i hope its you =.=)

So yea
thats it
im out

Saturday, July 10, 2010

Morning's Rainbow


This is What happened when I woke up this morning...
I opened my eyes and...
*TADA* A Rainbow in my room....
see thats my room air-cond...LOL
I wonder if I would see it again

Lit Nite!!

Ok hey people...
Miss meh?? I know You did!!LOL
Sahadev says that I have to post something nice and not just pictures...
ok well dude this has no pics sadly cause I didn't take any last night
So after school, Amritha and Vinusha followed me to my house to get ready for Lit Nite.. we decided that we would do Vinusha's hair... It was so hard it took us damn long just to finish one side...=='
then when we got there, we booked like 6 seats, 2 for Vinu and 4 for Shanella..
as Teacher said, Come early so we can enjoy the show and not "another" at the back...sadly we watched 2 shows LAWL. Then show started. I tell you some people seriously do not know their left and right!!!!
Anyway I didn't actually understand the cause of all the distraction..
only the Romeo and Juliet part....and waka waka....LoL...:)
den went home...and slept...I seriously have a boring life...:LoL
so erm yea thats about it....
okayy...

Tuesday, July 6, 2010











Never Say Never...

Ok erm there's something I need to tel you...
you gotta move on
Theres so many people out there..
you will find the right person
Just not now..
Live Your Life
I'm not saying you should stop talking t me or anything
Its your choice
I'm not saying that do as I say....
Just take my "so called" advice
but just follow your heart...
It'll show you the right way..
trust it...
trust me...
I know...
Its Hard
Who said life was gonna be this easy...
Just try...
There are no Limits when it comes to dream....
Always try new things...
for that you'll be awarded in strange ways...

Wednesday, June 30, 2010

Live it up....





























Credits to Thaneessha
Thanks a Bunch..Love yar loads

Sunday, June 13, 2010

bored again

So yes to my freinds I, Lavannyemesha Sivagurunathan am very bored....
so now im bored, ok not really.....(2 seconds later) IM SO BORED NOW....
wheeeeeelalala.....LOL...LAWL.....
Byeeeeesss

Friday, June 4, 2010

Someday everything will make perfect sense,
so for now,
laugh at the confusion,
smile at the tears,
and keep reminding yourself that everything happens for a reason

Never I mean Never

Never say you are happy when your sad.....
Never say you are fine when your not okay...
Never say you feel good when you feel bad....
Never say you are alone while I'm still alive....

Live your life

DANCE
as though no one is watching you....

LOVE
as though you have never been hurt before......

SING
as though no one can hear you...

LIVE
as though heaven is on earth....
Life is too short
Grudges is a waste of perfect happiness
Laugh when you can
Apologize when you should
and Let go of what you can change
Love deeply, Forgive quickly
Take Chances , Give everything
Have no regrets
Life is too short to be unhappy
You have to take good with the bad
Smile when your sad
Always remember what you had
Always forgive , never forget
learn from your mistakes but never regret
people change and things go wrong
but always remember
LIFE GOES ON.....

Saturday, May 22, 2010

My Dogs

Titan
(his tongue is damn long)
Max
(sorry blur he moved)

Rover
(he loves the bear)

Sunday, May 2, 2010

Randomness

YAY...my blog is officiallly 1 year old....YAY...
Happy birthday Bloggie...haha
Anyway gotta name you...lol
kay this is soooo random haha
and im out people....byeesss

Thursday, April 29, 2010

Dream...

I was a little girl alone in my little world who dreamed of a little home for me.
I played pretend between the trees,
and fed my houseguests bark and leaves,
and laughed in my pretty bed of green.

I had a dream
That I could fly from the highest swing.
I had a dream.

Long walks in the dark through woods grown behind the park,
I asked God who I'm supposed to be.
The stars smiled down on me,
God answered in silent reverie.
I said a prayer and fell asleep.

I had a dream
That I could fly from the highest tree.
I had a dream.

Now I'm old and feeling grey.
I don't know what's left to say about this life I'm willing to leave.
I lived it full and I lived it well, there's many tales I've lived to tell.
I'm ready now,
I'm ready now,
I'm ready now to fly from the highest wing.

I had a dream
Sun goes down and we are here together,
fireflies glow like a thousand charms,
Stay with me and you can dream forever,
right here in my arms tonight...

Sounds of day fade away
Stars begin to climb
Melodies fill the breeze
sweeter all the time
My love is alwya with you near or far,
How sweet to hold you right here in my arms tonight.....

ok i know why you gave me this.......
sry but i mean....well I can't kay

Monday, April 26, 2010

Heyy...people

O-M-G gee
You can see me me
I'm blending in just like a pine tree tree
I am unseen seen
Cuz I'm a ninja ni-ninja ninja ni-ninja (hand thingy)

Good Timesss....anyways
Hey howsit goin
I'm Fine Thanks for asking
LOL

Sooooo......Kelly Clarkson's Concert was damn nice
WOOOOOOOOT
LOL
You people who went I didn't See you....except for
Jess, Amelia, Tyler, Kyle, Monica and moree................... the rest sorry larh damn lazy to type......
Of course larh went with ya'll...Thanks for taking me

Sunday, April 18, 2010

Vanilla Twilight RAWKS

The stars lean down to kiss you,
And I lie awake I miss you,
Pour me a heavy dose of atmosphere.
Cause I'll doze off safe and soundly,
But I'll miss your arms around me
I'll send a postcard to you dear,
Cause I wish you were here.

I'll watch the night turn light blue,
But it's not the same without you,
Because it takes two to whisper quietly,
The silence isn't so bad,
Till I look at my hands and feel sad,
Cause the spaces between my fingers
Are right where yours fit perfectly.

I'll find repose in new ways,
Though I haven't slept in two days,
Cause cold nostalgia chills me to the bone.
But drenched in Vanilla twilight,
I'll sit on the front porch all night,
Waist deep in thought because when I think of you.
I don't feel so alone.
I don't feel so alone.
I don't feel so alone.

As many times as I blink I'll think of you... tonight.
I'll think of you tonight.

When violet eyes get brighter,
And heavy wings grow lighter,
I'll taste the sky and feel alive again.
And I'll forget the world that I knew,
But I swear I won't forget you,
Oh if my voice could reach back through the past,
I'd whisper in your ear,
Oh darling I wish you were here.


I LOVE THIS SONG....sigh did you really mean it
hmph...possibilities
ok anyway...im out

Friday, April 9, 2010

You!!!!

I'm tired of being what u want me to be...feeling so faithless.....
Don't know what your expecting of me....under the pressure of walking in your shoes....
every step i take is another mistake to you....
Everything that you thought I would be has fallen apart right in front of you one thing I don't know why it doesn't even matter how hard you try......
Things aren't the way they were before....
you won't even recognise me anymore...not that you knew me back then but it all comes back to me in the end....i kept everything inside but even though I try it all fell apart....
I put my trust in you pushed as far as I can go.....
For all this theres only one thing you should know that I tried so hard and got so far but in the end it doesn't even matter....Thers nothing else that I can do.....

you know why I posted this and i mean YOU....yes YOU
and to the other person....if you think its you .....no its not...no worries...its for him....u know who

Wednesday, April 7, 2010

I'm so not loving life...
crap why muz it be this way.....
I wanna change skl.....
my mom agree but to Sri Aman only.....
aiyah I don't care got alot of friends there....
I wan go there....
Oh well no second thoughts.....
Sigh....

Sunday, March 28, 2010

Supssss...

I know i haven't posted in a while but I've been busy plus have nothing to post about...
you see my life is extremely BORING....
Nothing interesting ever happens...
that's why it SUCKS...

Lightning struck my class TWICE....
hows that for COOL...AWESOME
a few of us sat in a circle and told true ghost stories....teacher wasn't in class
I ditched the circle eventually....buahahahahahahahah
theres nothing you can do about it Vinusha

aiyah I gotta go....byeeee people....im goin off....see yar soon...i guess....
and i'm out...

Tuesday, March 2, 2010

Stuff to do with your birthday

okayy...i don't know why i'm posting this....but I'm BORED....so anything is POSSIBLE when your bored....so yea this is kinda true
January
Garnet
Carnation or Snowdrop
Various- Red, - Pink, - White
Affection, Deep Love, Distinction, Happiness,Fascination, andLasting Fidelity

February
Amethyst
Violet orIris
Violet, Purple
Faithfulness, Purity, and Modesty

March
Aquamarine
Daffodil or Jonquil
Yellow
Affection, Cheerfulness, Desire, Grants Wishes, New Beginnings, Respect, and Sympathy.

April
Diamond
Daisy or Sweet Pea
Pink, Purple
Blissful, Curious, Delicate, Departure, Lasting Pleasures, Playful, and Tenacious

May
Emerald
Lily of the Valley
White
Complete
Life, Humility, Return of Happiness, and Sweetness

June
PearlMoonstone
Rose or Honeysuckle
Various- Red, - White, - Pink - Yellow
Happy, Friendship, Love, Strong, and Beautiful

July
Ruby
Larkspur orTulip orWater Lily
Pink, Purple
Good Luck, Laughter, Levity, Lightness, and Open Heart

August
Peridot
Gladiolus or Poppy
Various
Beauty, Strength of Character, Love, Marriage, and Family

September
Sapphire
Aster or Morning Glory
Various- Pink, - Purple
Devotion, Daintiness,Filled with Light, Life and Joy, and Symbol of Love

October
OpalTourmaline
Calendula or Marigold or Cosmos
Orange
Contentment, Excellence, Loveliness, Good Luck, Grace, Gratitude, Joy,Love of Nature, Comfort, and True Love

November
Yellow TopazCitrine
Chrysanthemum
Various
Compassion, Cheerfulness, Friendship, Sensitivity, and Secret Love
December
Blue TopazTurquoise
Holly orPoinsettia orNarcissus or Orchid
White
Reassurance, Celebration, Success, and Wealth
im just bored.....i still am aiyoh so bored....I'm out larh...bb

Thursday, February 25, 2010

I never knew what love meant....
Your the only one who told it to me without words...
you showed me how important this feeling really is,
So in return....though we may part someday....
I will continue to love you even if I have to wait forever

I don't know why I posted this but it was random and I just thought about it....
love this sooooo much

Saturday, February 13, 2010

Valentines Special......

Here are 1000 Hugs.....
Take one now and
put 999 under your pillow
and whenever you need one....
feel free to take one.....
and remember they're
all from me !!!!!!!
and....
Life is too short....
Grudgesare a waste of perfect happiness
Laugh when you can,
Apologize when you should,
and let go of what you can't change,
Love deeply and forgive quickly
Take chances, give EVERYTHING
and have no regrets
Life is too short to be unhappy,
you have to take good with the bad
smile when your sad...
love what you got
and always remember what you had
Always forgive never forget
Learn from your mistakes,
and never regret
and....
How can I spell S_CCES
without "U"
or _NIQUE
I can't even have F_ N
or any GOOD L_CK
Looks like i can't S_RVIVE
without "U" !!!!!
thats all for now....hope you like it

Is it me??

maybe its true....
true to me....


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